why is 2014 a bad year?
I’m just seeing all these cool kids in art school making art while I’m going to go over the financial reports of Airbus to decide whether we should lend them money or not. I’m working in a bank right now. And it will take me 9 months of 2014. The remaining 3 months will be for school.
I haven’t shot anything relevant since january, and only 2 photos since november 2013.
I feel like I’ve been good at balancing both sides of my life over the past couple of years, even though I had no social/sentimental life. It was something I was even proud of . Now, not only does it seem impossible to maintain both henceforth, but photography has been so unrewarding to me that I don’t even want to give it a try anymore; I don’t want to get back into photography if I can’t “level up” (use a studio, props..). I don’t want to do the same thing again. And I can’t. So I’m not.
2014 will be my worst year. I’m just going to close my eyes and crawl under until it ends.
I want you to know your photography has left me mind fucked and I couldn't be more happy about it.
Well, so I did fuck something this month, thank you!
do you prefer taking self portraits or photographing people?
Beside myself, I only like photographying close friends. I find models too shy. I’m fearless and have a lot of fun in front of my camera. Acting, playing new roles is a big part of the pleasure when I shoot self-portraits. I used to go to acting classes when I was younger. It is still actually one of my secret passions. Life and events decided for me otherwise and I deeply regret it. I found a subsitute.